So I've decided that I don't really care if people know who I am. I had my last first performance for show choir ever last night and I just had to blog about it. After being in show choir for four years, those nervous butterflies that you get before you go on stage seem to dissipate. Last night, however, was quite different for me. I could blame it on the higher ballroom shoes we were forced to wear or the long white skirts that were too long for some people, but i don't because I know thats not why I was nervous. Although those things probably aided in making me nervous. I was nervous because it was my last first performance ever.
It sounds silly, being nervous because it was a last first performane. But some people just don't understand the bonds that you create with your group, the fun you have at not only the competitions but the practices that you often dread, and the stories and experiences you're able to tell. You could probably compare it to the band.. 'One time, at band camp....' They look forward to the competition season but once its over they just don't know what to do. Its the same with show choir. And the fact that I'm a senior who won't have another season only makes me miss it more before it's even started.
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